UPinian

    I could still remember the day when our adviser told us that it is compulsory for the top ten honor students to take the University of the Philippines College Admission Test (UPCAT). I didn't hesitate to agree with what Maam Jean Puerto said for the entrance examination is free for those honor students. We were so busy before the UPCAT that we didn't get the chance to review the lessons well. We stayed at the house of Kulit's aunt in Basak. That was a wonderful memory actually. We just preferred to believe in stock knowledge. My schedule was on the last day. It was on the afternoon that's why I felt so sleepy and hungry. It was okay at first but as the time was running and my stomach was rumbling, I decided not to finish the Reading Comprehension. I missed 35 items there. I'm kind of depressed though but I accepted what happened for  I didn't put more effort in reviewing. And as the day for the UPCAT result was fast approaching, it was then that I realized how important that exam was. I prayed so much to Him. And yes, the day came. Elaene sent me a message that the result was on the website already. She said that I have to see it for myself. So I hurriedly went to the internet cafe shaking while calling out His name. That same afternoon, I went to the prayer room before going home. And when I opened the website, I saw my name there.Of course I was very happy. Although I passed, the result kind of made me sad. Why? It's because I didn't pass Mass Communication as my first choice program. I was thankful yet disappointed of myself. It made me think that I don't fit in that field. They told me that I still could get a slot in that program but I couldn't avoid to think negatively. But as days went by, I'm slowly recovering with regards to the result. After 3 months, my classmates and I received  a letter from UP inviting us to join the SUMMER BRIDGE PROGRAM because we got low scores. In my case, I had a low proficiency in Mathematics and ENGLISH. Again, that made me think that Mass Communication isn't for me. Yet, it didn't stop me from liking the program and so I still confirmed in Mass Communication for a slot. Fortunately, I got the slot. We applied STFAP for tuition categorization and swear it was not easy. We sacrifice a lot of things like energy, time, money. Well I guess it's worth it. Though the STFAP result is not yet posted in OSA, I availed the student loan. And yesterday, I'm a certified UP student already! :D Thank you Lord :)

#enrolled@UPcebu

Have Your Way

In times we don't know, in times when everybody is walking away from you, in times of  sudden changes, in times of bad news, in times of failures, in times of heartaches, in times of storms, you might feel like you're all alone but NO, you are not alone, He never leaves beside you. He is always there willing to help and guide you. Don't close your doors for some possibilities. Never blame Him for your misfortunes but instead thank Him for giving those challenges to you. Face it positively, that He will guide you along the way. So don't be afraid. Believe in Him. Trust Him. Praise Him. Put your prayers into actions and surely you'll find a better way to continue your life's journey.

Lord, I know that You know what are our problems right now in our family. Lord, I know that these are all trials. Lord, give us strength to face all these. Lord, help my parents. Lord, help my brothers and sisters. Lord, help me. Lord, please have Your way.

I love you Lord. With You in our side, we will pass these problems :)

Measles

It's been three days ever since I got this air-borne disease. Oh well, it's getting better right now. Mama said that it will only last for less than a week so no need to worry. I'll be attending the Summer Bridge Program in UP next week without this. So help me God :) I know He will :D

  MY ONE AND ONLY HER

You were unfortunate in your time

You were exposed to heat like a lime

You walk so early in the morning

But still at night you are not resting

You met different kinds of people

Then you stand with your own principle

Astonishment it is for others

For some, irritation that bothers

Most of the time you are misunderstood

They're fond of misinterpreting your mood

But most of them preferred to be your friend

They love reality which you have lend

Ma, I am fortunate enough to have you

You taught me how to be good and to be true

Ma, I could still remember when you slapped me

I didn't plant hatred instead I was sorry

Ma, you showed me how to respect the elders

The reason why I learned to respect others

Ma, I love to kiss your hands four times a day

To love it forever is what I will pray

Ma, I hate myself every time I hurt you

I want to be pasted on the wall with glue

Ma, you are always ready to forgive me

That's why I'm thankful for you are my mommy

Ma, thank you for all your sacrifices

I admired your effort just to get the prices

Ma, I could remember when you walk away

You're waving so in my room I cried all day

Ma, I am very happy when you came back

I am blessed for you survived from heart attack

Ma, to have you until now is a blessing

A blessing that's really worth for a living

- Babydon

I made this poem last September 11, 2011 (my mom's birthday) but sad to say, I didn't have the courage to give it to her. I just don't know why I'm shy of showing how much I love her. Maybe because, I'm always against to her ideas or decisions BEFORE. But right NOW, I'm so happy for I can open up with her already. She gives me advice and I can see that she's very glad because I'm starting to approach her with my problems. Well I guess, that's a very good thing especially right now that I'm going to college. I want to  give her this poem before I'll stay in the City.


I soo love my Mom :))